Sherlock was finally crying for the first time since that huge fight a week ago. It was the first time John had called him a freak, implied that he should have stayed with Mary, and Sherlock had only yelled back, not knowing what else to do. He regretted it but John walking out had only proved him right, that he didn't love him and Sherlock hadn't moved from the sofa since then, completely drained without the man who'd once had so much faith in him. Now he was lost, replaying the event over.