Smiles are meant as a celebration of happiness. A look to signify positive outcome. Yet, here I am feeling neither of those two. Just smiling. Pretending I have the perfect life everyone thought I have. They don't know anything. Nobody did. And these facts attest to that. I mean, on the outside you wouldn't suspect a thing. I'm a popular, not queen bee or slut popular though. Just normal. Not too intelligent to be considered geeky, but just enough to get an above average mark. I like dress ups, but in a conventional way. Like skinny jeans and sweatshirts-pretty with style. The main key is comfortability not the I-like-to-show-a-lot-of-skin type. I stand at 5 ft and 5 inches which is the standard height for girls. Black curly hair that reaches my hips, with my boring brown eyes. I look barbie picture perfect on the outside, but I hold a lot of darker tendencies on the inside... Too bad nobody saw it.. Until it was too late..