The Deadest diary
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Last published Sat, Apr 2, 2016
"Never trust your loved ones you can hurt them and they can hurt you, most importantly never trust yourself." ~ Eli Kilmas
Eli kilmas, a girl writes about her own experiences on what happened to her mental stage and physical stage. Her sadistic ways, her emptiness in voice, her silence, from the start of the day, the week, the month, the year, to the end. Until all is broken and dust is left.
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