To late

Living with this disease is terrible, it's even worse when you know that it will never be cured. Since I was 12 I got bullied at school because of it, I felt miserable and got depressed. After all those years I found a way to block out other people, I found something new, music and horses. I got a job at the stables and I'm co-manager and a trainer. I play guitar and piano and can sing a bit. But sometimes nothing works anymore, no music, no horses and no medication. People are bringing me down by calling me a monster, a cow (I don't know why but when I was younger I said it to myself when I was crying in front of the mirror, a girl with not that big curves and spots) an a lot more terrible things. So the only thing to safe myself was to cut people out of my life. Even my best friend turned her back to me, so I moved out of the town where I almost died from depression to a nice penthouse. I have a new best friend, Florence, she is also a trainer at the stables and we are roommates, and of course my neighbour Ariana. That are the only two people I let close to me. Until I met him, Harry styles. At first I tried to shake him of, but after a long time I realised that I need him. I'm Alexandra Jacobs, aka, AJ, Al, lex, A, etc. I'm 18 years old and work at the horse stables, live in a penthouse, and have a life destroying disease, that can be treated but not cured, Psoriasis. And I found a way to live my life, probably with one and only, Harry Edward Styles