The pain of my life
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  • Reads 39
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  • Parts 1
  • Time <5 mins
Ongoing, First published Apr 03, 2016
This short story about how so many innocent little girls have terrible thoughts go though there heads that should never even had existed. These girls beat them selves up over stupid things like boys, weight and grades. I have had experience. I remember that day that I came home broken hearted because I found out who he likes. And it was not me. For me the biggest problem is that I think that people look at me as fat. I know when I look in the mirror at my face I'm happy. Then there's my stomach. Then doctors say scientifically I'm below average?! I don't get it.

WARNING: THIS IS NOT ALL EXACTLY TRUE. IN THIS STORY I DO EXAGGERATE A LOT OF HOW MY LIFE GOES.
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