Paranormal Friends And Shadows In The Dark

So ever since I was a child I've been obsessed with the paranormal and old abandoned places. I don't know what it is but I'm drawn to old abandoned mental hospitals. Ever since I was old enough to use a computer I've been researching Ladd School(a mental hospital construction began in 1907 opened in 1911 closed in 1994 partially demolished 2014-15) and from there I went onto Seaside Sanitorium and one of my favorites Monson State which dates back to the mid 1800s.
So as a child I used to see things and hear things and then I began communicating with them which is one reason that its easier for me to cope with loss in my family because I know that sometimes maybe its not goodbye. Its just communication in a different way.