Love will be born again

So, this is going to be my first story/fanfiction here, so I have no idea how it will turn out so yeah.

The story is about Hizaki, a young crossdresser. When things are starting to get bad for his bandmate, Kamijo, he really wants to help, but the older one won't let him in. He can't but to wonder why. And what has Kaya to do with Teru's disappearing? And where did Teru go? The questions are many, and how is Hizaki going to continue when his dear friend Jasmine leaves him? Forever.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own either Hizaki nor Kamijo. Kaya belongs to himself (but oh how bad I wish he was mine), and so does Yuki, Teru and Jasmine. The only one I actually own is myself (but I could sell my soul for Kaya *lmao*).

WARNING: may not be suitable for young readers or homo/transphobes since this story contains a lot of cursing, abuse, gays, crossdressers and sex. If you are easily triggered by rape or self harm, you better stay away from this story.