The Past
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I lost my Mom at 15 on Valentines day
I lost my Dad at 21 on Christmas eve
Not seeking any sympathy just pure therapy.
Ever wonder what it's like to be looking in the sky and be there in the actual moment?
I badly wanted to be there, not just looking at it 5 years in the future.
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