Miss Not So Perfect
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Last published Thu, May 26, 2016
16 year old Jade Taylor is always bullied in and out of school everyday. She's never met her Mom but her Dad says she died during childbirth, but Jade knows that isn't true. Alcohol consumed her Dad and he became abusive of it. Because of the abuse and bullying, Jade started self harming and become suicidal. She unfortunately suffers from depression, social anxiety, anorexia, and Bulimia. But the only thing that keeps her alive is the YouTube collab channel called My Digital Escape-more importantly-Johnnie Guilbert
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