I never thought it'd be this way. So hard...
I drove, As tears ran down my face. Mascara and lipstick smeared. I shoved my hands in my pocket, and felt something in it. I pulled it out to see a note.
Dear, baby.
I know this is hard for you. Just imagine, how hard it is for me. It's only what's best, we both know that. We need time apart and this is good. Baby, I know that you think that this is absolutely horrible, and you probably hate me right now. What I did is unforgettable. And I don't expect you to forgive me anytime soon. I can't believe I was stupid enough to lose you again. Or...let you go. Just know, I love you. God, I love you so much. You're my fucking world. And I don't know how I'm going to live without you. But if it means that you're happy, I'll do it. After all, your happiness matters most. Just to see that bright smile, and to hear that amazing laugh again. It's worth it. Haydyn, you're my life. My first love. The only girl I'll ever care about. I love you. I'm in love with you.
Love, Jack G.