Broken

Julian wished that he was just a boy, and that Emma was just a girl. He dreamt that they were older and had children. When he closed his eyes, he would see a beautiful blonde girl with his eyes. All he wanted in the world was to be married to Emma Carstairs. But no. They were Shadowhunters. There were rules that they had to follow. So Julian was forever broken, and the one person who could fix him was the one he couldn't have.