Suicidal Ladybugs

I'm not sure what I'm really expecting. Maybe I'm hoping that these will help someone somewhere who needs someone who understands what they are going through. I wrote these during the best times of my life and the worst. I've always been a better poet than a writer, are those the same? I don't know. Just if you are out there, and you feel like you're ready to be done with life... I'm here, I understand, and you don't have to do it alone. That's it I guess. Good Luck.