After what happened back at the carnival, Laurence can't get his feelings straight anymore. Garroth confused him so much, he's not sure he wants to keep living life if it's going to be like this... Laurence hadn't been the same ever since the carnival, when Garroth made that joke. It didn't mean anything, yet the moment keeps coming back to him in his dreams... Special thanks to Cookiecowz for asking me to write this fanfic!