Sunshine TMNT Fanfic

Boy and boy (turtle and turtle more like it lol)
Leo has a child and his lover is dead, Leo is left to raise the child on his own and thinks his lovers death is his own fault. He's a mess and then he gets dreams or "messages" so he thinks from his lover. Leo has to deal with everyone thinking he is crazy and making things up because he misses his one and only. But in fact, Leo could be right. His lover isn't dead, or are they? O.O Read to find out.