None the less loving your best friend and breaking up, being a supportive friend, seeing him with someone else, still in love with the man you'll love the regret, regret, regret, and regret again...
The same mess over and over again. That desire that never went away. The love that never broke. Was for him. It was all for him. I made a promise. That promise was to be a better person. But can I truly be a better person around him.