Lapse

Time is a bitch.
Hindi mo namamalayang lumilipas na ito. Na ang bawat segundong lumalampas ay posibleng huli na. It's not a certain thing. Imposibleng malaman kung kelan mali o tama ang oras. Dahil walang ganon.
Second chances are another shot in time.
Ito ang pagkakataong minsan lang binibigay sa atin ng oras. Hindi lahat ay nabibigyan ng pagkakataong makasama ulit ang taong mahal tayo.
She loved me. With all her heart. But all I ever did was hurt her. I was given a second chance to make a difference. To make her happy, to make her feel love - because God knows that she deserve to be loved.
But I didn't. I messed it all up. Hinayaan ko lang ulit lumipas ang oras, hinayaan kong masayang ang bawat oras, bawat minuto at bawat segundo na kasama siya. Instead of making every moment with her memorable, I let it pass. I let it slip away. Not knowing that every moment with her could be the last.
They said that you'll never know what you have until you lose it. I know what I have; I just didn't know I'll lose it.
I'm regretting every moment I let slip away because of time. Can I have another chance? Will life give me another chance? Kahit isang minuto lang... kahit ilang segundo lang. I won't ask for too much. Gusto ko lang masabi sa kanya kung gaano ko siya kamahal.