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If Only

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Lila has just graduated and has got her degree in law and criminology, and has just got her life started. 

In the winter of 2016, she purchases her very own house as she decides living with her parents is too patronising as she is now in her mid-20s and couldn't handle the embarrassment any longer. 

She is moving in with her fiancé into a huge 4 bedroom house in Guildford, Surrey with her newly purchased cat called Tutulay (it's a mixture of her two friends Tatyana and Layla's names - Tats and Lulu = Tutulay). 

Lila couldn't have been happier. She had her career, the love of her life, her insanely cute Persian kitty and her blue Mini Cooper along with her mansion in Surrey. Everything was looking up for Lila, until everything took a turn for the worst and she ends up making mistakes that almost cost her life. 

Then again, her motto was " I'd put my life on the line for the people that I love. " If only she hadn't said those words, she'd be in a much better place than she is now...All Rights Reserved

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