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Analyzing Insanity; Phan

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Formerly: Lucid;

  Phil Lester is the most watched patient at Paris Mental Health Ward. He's bounced from ward to ward since he was eleven. Diagnosed with Schizophrenia, OCD, Depression, and Paranoid Hallucinations (all by fifteen) none of them explain the reality of his dreams.
Even now at eighteen, the top doctors in the country haven't been able to diagnose Phil. 
 
  He lives the same as the other patients, until a change of events leave Phil in solitary confinement. He isn't to leave the building, he isn't to interact with other people.

  They won't tell him anything, but he knows his nightmares have something to do with his complete isolation. 
Every day, the nightmare closes in on reality a bit more, crushing Phil's perception of life along with it.

  Dan Howell is an odd one. Everyone else sees a nerdy, video game playing, glasses wearing loser. Phil sees something deeper than the surface.

  Dan can get into people's dreams.

[Phil's POV]
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Set Up •●• phan by kastalinn

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Are We Human? by Always_Scrolling

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