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Feelings Awry(A Liam Payne novel)

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Parts 22
Time 2h 5m

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{PLEASE NOTE: THIS STORY IS ABOUT SELF HARM, THERE WILL BE SOME SCENES MORE GROTESQUE THAN OTHERS, BUT I WILL TRY AND KEEP IT PG13 READ AT YOUR OWN PIGEONOUS CURIOUSITY} What if the boy that always cares the most about his fans ended up harming himself? One day, at a One Direction concert, Anya Tay was in the front row, and Liam Payne took her phone on stage, video taping the boys and their band. When he gives her phone back, they both see something that disturbs both of their thoughts until the end of the concert when Liam asks his body guard to bring her back stage so he can confront her about what he found. What happens when Anya calls him out?All Rights Reserved

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