How Long?//C.T.H
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Last published Fri, Apr 8, 2016
How long?
How long do i have to keep this feeling?
Why do you being like this to me?
what's my fault?
why?
Is it wrong to love?
is it my fault for loving you?
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hi, this is my first fanfic
came up with this story after listening to sad songs
English is not my first language so...there might be typos here and there
hope you like it
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