The Mess I Made
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  • Time 3h 55m
  • Reads 12,101
  • Votes 166
  • Parts 30
  • Time 3h 55m
Complete, First published Dec 31, 2011
It's only been a few days since I've been released from rehab. It's been three years since any of my friends have even talked to me. I don't blame them. I don't think I would either. Not after everything I did and all of the problems that I've caused. What I did was pretty unforgivable. So why am I trying to get them to forgive me when I can't even forgive myself? I don't know. All I do know is that I miss them.

I've made a real mess out of things.
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