The Mess I Made

It's only been a few days since I've been released from rehab. It's been three years since any of my friends have even talked to me. I don't blame them. I don't think I would either. Not after everything I did and all of the problems that I've caused. What I did was pretty unforgivable. So why am I trying to get them to forgive me when I can't even forgive myself? I don't know. All I do know is that I miss them.

I've made a real mess out of things.