Love

Here I sit thinking I need to let you go .I'm trying not to cry,we can sit here and play the blam game and point the finger,at who did this or who did what,we both know we can't go on like this any more.you're my lover,friend,and husband.but I know we will never get back together, I'm strong to let you go and you are now out of my life, I can't exsplan what makes me think i can do this.I can't cry any more ,I can't give people excuses anymore, so when I look on the next pillow.so what do I see you again husband, lover and friend, but love of my life ,the who makes me cry and hurt, but i'm scared to let you go and I know you make me. whole