The thoughts in my head
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Last published Sun, Dec 12, 2021
Hiya this is basically gonna be a book where i write random poems, meanigless stories and how i have felt throughout the day. DISCLAIMER the things I write here may include some dark topics surrounding depression such as self harm and suicidal thoughts . I don't intend for anything I write to harm or trigger anyone, I don't even expect anyone to read this is mainly just an outlet for me.
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