LUCUS
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Do you know what it's like to be confused? I guessed so.
Confused on math quizzes or love triangles or even just a common conversation that you weren't paying attention to. Whatever it may be, it might not be a very big deal when you think about it.
Think about real confusion. Gender confusion? Well, maybe you've dealt with that, too. (Good luck with that, by the way)
Meet Lucus Devin. An 18 year old boy dealing with is own confusion. Now, I would say it was gender confusion... but it seems he's already figured out what he is. But gender confusion does have a role in this. Kinda.
Evie Wordan, Lucus' girlfriend, has NO idea how he feels about his gender. I mean, neither does anyone else... but this is his girlfriend! Anyways, since Lucus feels as he is a girl, he wouldn't be able to tell Evie... because he loves her. And if he knew, she wouldn't be with him anymore. Sounds pretty messed up, I know. 'Relationships are all about understand one another'.
(Time for the corny leaving)
Follow Lucus on this thrilling and emotional adventure through his sate of mind and sanity...
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