Secondhand Smoke

Reads 49
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Parts 5
Time 41m

Reads 49
Votes 18
Parts 5
Time 41m

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He was all that I wanted and all that I had. 

Alex Lewis Caulfield. My boyfriend. 

He was gorgeous, stunning, beautiful. And he was mine. All mine. 

Or so I thought. 

My life was being ripped apart bit by bit. The picket-fence dream I had was fading along with my hope. 

I had always been the good girl that went home five minutes before curfew, that handed homework in a day before the deadline and that sat at home with her family instead of going out and partying. 

I had been robbed of my teenage years. 

And I wanted them back. 

I wanted to stay out late, party all night, wake up with a hangover, feel buzzed as hell, kiss a stranger, drink some beer... Do all the things I never even dreamed of doing. 

And who better to do it with than the boy with the tatted jeans and bloodshot eyes?All Rights Reserved

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