This poem describes how I have been feeling lately. I don't know what's going on with me. Please read this poem slowly and carefully because I want anyone who reads this to understand how I'm feeling. Listen to the song I posted with the poem too because it's one song that describes what I am going through the most right now and what I wish would happen. If you want, you should also listen to "Heart of Stone" by Iko while reading this because I can also relate to it very well. I didn't know which one to choose so I just decided on "Mayday". Thank you to everyone that reads this.