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Through the Dark { H.S }

TheGirlWhoCriedMikey

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TheGirlWhoCriedMikey

1d depression fanfic fanfiction gemma harry harrystyles love onedirection romance styles suicide

"I walk up to the bridge, my heart beating so fast I swear it's gonna fly out of my chest. I take a deep breath as I get closer to the edge. I can't take this anymore. I'm done. I'm tired. I want this to end. I climb over the guardrail and stand right on the very edge. Goodbye world. I've had enough of you. 

I take one last breath and reach a foot out, one still on the edge, when I hear a voice scream : "STOP!" "


Jennifer Hall has had a rough life. She is feeling very lost and depressed and even suicidal. But in an attempt to end it all, will she finally find something worth living for? 
Read to find out! Xx

Also much thanks to @-kyavhill for the amazing cover!!All Rights Reserved

1d depression fanfic fanfiction gemma harry harrystyles love onedirection romance styles suicide

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CURRENTLY UNDER REVISION ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── Depressed, alone, and scared. This is the way Harry Styles feels after losing the closest people he has in life; first his sister, then his parents, and then Cora Emerson, his girlfriend of ten months. Unable to put up with the depression he struggles to go through, Harry decides to take his own life, leaving the people he has lost behind. Little does he know, taking his life has left a huge impact on everyone he knew, especially Cora. She spends her days blaming herself for what Harry has done that she finds herself wishing that she would do anything to have him back -- alive and breathing. And to her surprise, her wish comes true in an unexplainable way. She meets Cyrus, an angel who is trying to gain his wings, who helps her achieve her wish. He gives Cora a second chance at love, so she can save Harry from making the terrible mistake of committing suicide all over again. But the catch is, no one other than her family, remembers who she is -- not even Harry. ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED | 2015

Lost and Found || Punk H.S by _a__l_

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Look at Me - H.S. by DayrToDream

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