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Through the Dark { H.S }

TheGirlWhoCriedMikey

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Reads 1,065
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Time 1h 18m

TheGirlWhoCriedMikey

1d depression fanfic fanfiction gemma harry harrystyles love onedirection romance styles suicide

"I walk up to the bridge, my heart beating so fast I swear it's gonna fly out of my chest. I take a deep breath as I get closer to the edge. I can't take this anymore. I'm done. I'm tired. I want this to end. I climb over the guardrail and stand right on the very edge. Goodbye world. I've had enough of you. 

I take one last breath and reach a foot out, one still on the edge, when I hear a voice scream : "STOP!" "


Jennifer Hall has had a rough life. She is feeling very lost and depressed and even suicidal. But in an attempt to end it all, will she finally find something worth living for? 
Read to find out! Xx

Also much thanks to @-kyavhill for the amazing cover!!All Rights Reserved

1d depression fanfic fanfiction gemma harry harrystyles love onedirection romance styles suicide

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Disarray [H.S.] by eriesincenewyrk

Have you ever wondered what could have been? She's ready to end it all, say her final goodbye, escape the cruelness of the world. A nearby voice stops her and has her questioning her decision. 'What if he became my friend? What if he became more? What if he became my reason to stay?' What if? Dive into Her head as She ponders whether or not He could be Her reason to stay. *** Recommend 18+ Started April 2022 Ongoing

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

Twists & Turns (Harry Styles AU) by Truesummermusic98

I'm Lauren Claysworth. Artist. My life is perfect. Are you shitting me? What a terrible lie that was. My life was ordinary for any other teenager in this small sleepy town in the States. I never trusted anyone especially men. Never ask me why because I won't give you an answer. I am who I am today because things that occurred in my life and I have changed. I got news that the world and life I knew is going to change forever. What the hell? Why in hell do I need to leave everything that I know to move freaking overseas with my father? The journey downhill towards hell goes from there. _____________________________________________________________________ The book was originally based on One Direction fan-fiction. The purpose and story is the same except for the name changes and editing changes. Both books are on this profile with differences.

Cry Cut Hide Repeat [Larry Stylinson] by LouisLightsUpMyWorld

Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of him. He just can't get him out of his head. But that isn't all. He has scars to show how much he really loves him. He keeps adding more everyday. It's unhealthy. The only one who can save him, is Louis. But he's too concentrated on loving Eleanor. So Harry has fallen into routine. Cry, Cut, Hide, Repeat. Its slowly killing him. Copyright.

It Just Kind Of Happened by heylarrystylinson

TRIGGER WARNING: DEPRESSION/ANXIETY Louis wasn't looking for love but he's fed up with Eleanor's games and when something drastic happens with the conserved, mystery boy, Harry Styles, what's to happen? Will they fall in love? Will they seek sanity in each other? Or will they completely fall apart and be force to move on?

The Ransom (One Direction Horror/Romance) by jess_cede

Kidnapped. More like pop-starnapped. One Direction gets kidnapped and brought to my fathers warehouse, by none other than. My brother. Making one of the boys fall in love with me is taking it a little far, even if our parents JUST died in a car crash. But, when the boy that supposed to love me - I have no idea which one he chose to love me - doesn't, things get crazy. Anything that can happen, happens, death, pregnancy, going mentally insane, suicide, starvation, laughs, fun, - even locked in a warehouse - mobs of crazed Directioners, and murder of all the wrong people. Read to find out more! Copyright © 2012 jess_cede

Serenity by XOAnAngel

CURRENTLY UNDER REVISION ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── Depressed, alone, and scared. This is the way Harry Styles feels after losing the closest people he has in life; first his sister, then his parents, and then Cora Emerson, his girlfriend of ten months. Unable to put up with the depression he struggles to go through, Harry decides to take his own life, leaving the people he has lost behind. Little does he know, taking his life has left a huge impact on everyone he knew, especially Cora. She spends her days blaming herself for what Harry has done that she finds herself wishing that she would do anything to have him back -- alive and breathing. And to her surprise, her wish comes true in an unexplainable way. She meets Cyrus, an angel who is trying to gain his wings, who helps her achieve her wish. He gives Cora a second chance at love, so she can save Harry from making the terrible mistake of committing suicide all over again. But the catch is, no one other than her family, remembers who she is -- not even Harry. ─── ･｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ─── ORIGINALLY PUBLISHED | 2015

100 Days by Neutral-Gray

Imagine sitting on the edge of a bridge wondering when the right time was to make that leap. To make the jump that would determine your fate...determine whether or not you get to see the next day or not. Meet Rowan Walker, a girl who made the decision...or should I say was making that decision until a man came to her and halted her decision-making process. After a bit of convincing, she agreed to live with Harry Styles for 100 days and to try and see what the world had to offer. While she last the 100 days? Will she learn to see the beauty in life? Will she ever learn to trust Harry? Will she learn that the world isn't all that bad? And lastly, at the 100-day mark, will she decide to go to that same bridge again?

daily dm || harry styles || complete by prettylittleirishboy

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The Dream That Lasted Forever (A Harry Styles FanFic) *Complete* by HaiItsEl

Like any serious love stories, most end in happiness. El thought she was in love. She had the perfect life: She was dating Harry Styles, from the famous boy band, One direction. Her best friend was Liam Payne. She never thought about leaving until what happened that one night. She left, never turning back. That's when she reconnects with Connor. Things went from good to bad, bad to worse. When Harry comes back into her life suddenly and they fall madly in love again. So it seems. *** This story is an extreme trigger warning book, it has thoughts of suicide, abuse, self harm, and much more. I do not advise anyone to read this story if they do not like this stuff. As a suffer from a mental disease, if anyone every needs to talk, don't be afraid to stop by my inbox if you need to talk. I'll be here for each and every one of you guys, I promise. I know how much a person you can confide in truly helps. I promise we will get through this together.

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Disarray [H.S.]

Have you ever wondered what could have been? She's ready to end it all, say her final goodbye, escape the cruelness of the world. A nearby voice stops her and has her questioning her decision. 'What if he became my friend? What if he became more? What if he became my reason to stay?' What if? Dive into Her head as She ponders whether or not He could be Her reason to stay. *** Recommend 18+ Started April 2022 Ongoing