My Weak Heart
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MatureOngoing18m
Last published Wed, Dec 7, 2016
My brother is gone.
My dad never comes home anymore and my mom cries herself to sleep at night whispering her dead son's name.
What did we ever do to end up this way?
Does God hate us?
Did Teddy hate us?
My questions left unsaid, my thoughts kept silenced. I'm to afraid to ask, I'm to afraid to know what Teddy wrote in his journal.
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Kennedy Williams life changed from an optimistic bubbly girl to a lonely unknown person shielded with a smiling mask.
Her brother killed himself just two rooms away from her and after that night her life fell apart.
This book is totally fiction. All characters are made up and do not exist. (Besides Lauryn McKenzie and Taylor who are based off my cousins). :)
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