falling too far

i always get myself into a mess, i always let him tell me how beautiful i am, and i believe it. ill always thinks that when i jump, he'll be there to catch me. but when i jump, he isnt there. and that will always be the death of me.

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Alexa a seventeen year old who isn't quite the normal type. She doesn't have many friends, she doesn't have that much of a family, and she suffers with depression and anxiety. Her dad, Tom, beats him self up with drugs and alcohol but luckily Alexa and her eightteen year old brother Nick hide when he come home. Their mom walked out on them when they were three because their dad abused her, she wanted to take Nick and Alexa with her but she was scared. One strange morning on April 23rd Alexa and Nick were rushed out of the house and into a new stable home.

Alexa never understood why they were rushed out, she had so many negative thoughts. While she was unpacking the door bell rang. She looked out her perfectly big window and saw a truck and what looked like a tall brown headed boy.

Carter, the tall brown headed boy. He was eightteen and labeled the bad ass in NorthWood Highschool. He had the easiest life, playing football, baseball, and girls. His now ex girlfriend, Tessa, cheated on him, he never quite loved anyone but himself. When Alexa and her family moved in, his cheesy parents had to go say hi, but he went along with it. But before he knew it, when he laid eyes on the beautiful brown hair green eyed girl. He knew he was in love, from when she gave him butterflies in his stomach it was a feeling he had never felt before.