Terrified to love ( one direction Fan fiction )

Meet Aleah or R.jay as she wants to be called...... With a past full of betrayed and pain . Her dad abused her whole childhood , both physically and emotionally . Her mom left her when she was 5 years old . Her nightmares ended when she turned 18, she took the risk in moving out and lived with her 3 best guy friends . She became a REBEL and a tomboy but (not a lesbian) because she is scared in getting hurt by anyone or anything . But, her fake smile and inside cries but outside happiness hides a hope , a wish she had been dreaming to came true . To be free , to be able to love again without any doubts and to be open to everyone she trusts . To be UNAFRAID ............. Everything was going just fine Until summer came......... Will she be able to open her heart or will she be too terrified to love ? ~ a story collaborated by @nisaheart and @broken_nobody ~