Why Is It So Hard To Breathe

1 girl finds a guy of her dreams, but can she really be his, or will he go by a code for friendship? Is her crush on him a stupid crush? Will they fight and make each other cry?

It has been a year since I started this. the only thing I have to say is that he's an ass. "New life," He said. I don't and I won't forgive him. I'm just too nice for my own good.

This is a true story, but I've changed the names for reasons and it's like I'm writing a letter to him, or a diary to myself.
And really, I don't know if they want their names shown, so I won't.

The name I use here isn't my real name because....

Stranger danger?

Dates used are pacific time, Arizona... so if you get Confused then yea...

I try to update everyday but some days are just not worth posting (and because I forget) so there are time jumps.