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Dreaded Love

demigodofathena

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Reads 4,690
Votes 133
Parts 27
Time 3h 53m

demigodofathena

anxiety depression drama fiction love self-harm story teen

When depressed and abused seventeen year old Aydah Moore came back to school she was expecting a normal day of being avoided but instead fate brought her the sarcastic, confident slightly mysterious and very handsome boy named Troy Miles who decides to change her life.                                      A story of love, pain, truth and coming-of-age. Two people united by different stories of pain. True love is never lost.         -  *WARNING* this story contains some controversial actions and scenes to do with suicide, depression/anxiety, disorders (bi polar and bullemia) physical abuse, alcoholism and self-harm!* -All Rights Reserved

anxiety depression drama fiction love self-harm story teen

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Dan is suffering. Torn apart from the stress of his father and school, he tries to take his life. The feeling of freedom is foreign to him being forced into terrible school my his abusive father. Just before Dan is about to jump off a bridge, someone grabs his waist and holds him back. Dylan is just an ordinary boy. Nothing special about him. Average house, family, income. His only difference that separates him from society is one secret tearing him apart. Suicide affects Dylan more then most, so when he see a poor boy about to do it, instincts kick in and he saves Dan's life. Two broken boys struggling to find their place in life. Will they build each other up or break themselves even more?

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I'm Drowning

Dan is suffering. Torn apart from the stress of his father and school, he tries to take his life. The feeling of freedom is foreign to him being forced into terrible school my his abusive father. Just before Dan is about to jump off a bridge, someone grabs his waist and holds him back. Dylan is just an ordinary boy. Nothing special about him. Average house, family, income. His only difference that separates him from society is one secret tearing him apart. Suicide affects Dylan more then most, so when he see a poor boy about to do it, instincts kick in and he saves Dan's life. Two broken boys struggling to find their place in life. Will they build each other up or break themselves even more?