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If Harry Died // Harry Styles H.S. (Alternate ending to "Cross My Heart")

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Reads 931
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Parts 12
Time 3h 42m

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This is an alternate ending short story for my "Cross My Heart" story. 
You would need to read or at least start reading Cross My Heart first, to understand THIS story!!

In "Cross My Heart", Harry and Gwen are boyfriend/girlfriend after Harry saves her from a life of captivity. But something happens....
This story starts at the moment in Cross My Heart, that Harry is shot in the chest. Instead of him pulling through and surviving, as he does in that story, I've branched off and written this short story of what would happen to Gwen and Louis if Harry died. 
How they each would mourn his death. How Gwen would get through the loss of the love of her life....her everything....her reason for breathing....her reason for life. How would she survive without him? 
Louis, Harry's best friend in the world, and practically a brother to him, promised Harry that he'd take care of Gwen throughout her life, before Harry was going to die. He loved her already. He was in love with her, and Harry knew this. Harry approved of Louis's love for Gwen, and he knew she'd be in good hands with him. He also knew that she could learn to love Louis (as she already did, but on a deeper, real love scale) and knew she could be happy for the rest of her life with him. He knew Louis would love her forever and give her a great life, along with Harry's millions that would go to Gwen and him. 
That's all he wanted, before he died. He wanted to know that Gwen would be alright. Taken care of. Loved. Whether romantically, or as a friend to Louis....she'd make it, with the help of Louis. 

This story is how they both make it. Or not. Things are.....bad. Things are not going well for Gwen and Louis after Harry dies. 
This is the deep, raw, honest story of how it goes, and if they make it through their grief, to move on and make a life....a love....without their beloved Harry. 

*****WARNING:*****

*Ma.ture
*S.ex 
*Extreme grief and mourning
*Suicidal thoughts and actions
***********************************All Rights Reserved

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I Miss you (H.S Vampire) by MmClub

* Book 1 * "Harry" I said as I ran as fast as I could desperate, excited and overwhelmed. I found him, I actually found him. I picked up my dress a little so I could run, the tears starting gently down my cheek as I start to cry, becoming overwhelmed. I've missed him so much it hurt, but the pain had vanished now that I've seen him. Harry started to run normally towards me like he was desperate to get to me. But as we reach each other, we push our lips onto each others in desperation and need, wrapping my arms around his neck not wanting to let go. Our hips pressed together to connect our whole bodies as we took in the embrace. "You're alive" He said tearing away from me, looking me up and down as if he was checking to see if I was okay or If I was even real. I could hear in his voice of how scared he was of losing me, giving me pecks with his tears dropping down his face, his words in between soft kisses. I blushed as his cold touch felt like electricity on my skin. "You're here. I don't understand. How are you here?" He continued resting our foreheads together as our gaze was focused on each others gaze. My hands found his cheeks as I took a stolen kiss. "I've missed you so much" I mention exhaling as if I had been holding it in since I left him. The rain was hitting us hard but we were so stuck in the moment, it didn't affect our moment in the slightest. *** One witch, one vampire. Two different astral planes and a forbidden love. Ellie Dunson, a witch who has been put in an astral plane to keep her from her true love is stuck in a continuous crazy family circle with her fate already planned out. Harry Styles, a vampire who thinks his one true love has died with her family but is determined to find out what happened to her knows he was never allowed to be a part of her plan. They both know that the other is alive but to find them is the true question. How long can you hold onto a love that is too hard to find?

Follow Your Heart - Larry Stylinson mpreg by NotReadyToPlayNice

I am amazed i cant believe 3K reads i dont know what to say but thank you 8/23/2019 THANK YOU ALL FOR ALL THE READS I CANT BELIEVE THIS BOOK HAS HIT 2K READS 5/29/2019 Louis gets up to charge his phone, He looks at Harry's phone to make sure it is fully charge just like he does every time but freezes when he sees a strange text with no contact name just the phone number Louis enters Harry's password and see the message "OH my god" Louis whispers to him self he runs to the bath room and send him self the screen shots to his phone deleting the pictures or evidence from Harry's phone Louis goes back to charge his phone and gets to bed not being able to go to sleep will Louis forgive Harry or will He give up that last 5 years of the relationship DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO ITS ALL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS A FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE Or where Harry repeatedly cheats on Louis will Louis finally leave ================================================ boyxboy smut fluff bad words alot mpreg and what ever can fit in this story "UPDATES EVERY SUNDAY"

After (Larry Version) by Freckles08

Louis is a goodie two shoes. With a reliable girlfriend back home. He's got direction,ambition and a mother who's intent on keeping him that way. But he's barely moved into his freshman dorm when he runs in to Harry. With his tousled Brown curls,tattoos and lip ring. Harrys cute and different than what Louis used to. But he's rude-to the point of cruelty,even. For all his attitude,Louis should hate Harry. and he does until finds himself alone with him in his room. Something about about his dark mood grabs him, and when they kiss it ignites within him a passion he's Never known before. He"ll call him beautiful, then insist he isn't the one for him and disappear again and again. Despite the way reckless way he treats him, Louis is compelled to dig deeper and Find the real Harry beneath all of his lies.He pushes him away again and again, yet every time he pushes back, he only pulls him in deeper. Louis already has perfect girlfriend. So why is he trying so hard to overcome his own hurt pride and Harry's prejudice about goodie two shoes? Unless......could it be love? AN:Please read the the first chapter I know it note and most don't read them but this is a must

Cross My Heart // Harry Styles by needmoreharry

Gwen was trapped working in a restaurant kitchen by day, and made to be another type of "worker" at night, but not by choice. She was adopted from an orphanage years ago by an evil man. There was no escaping. This was her life, and she settled for it. Until, Harry Styles, an up and coming singer/songwriter happened to bump into her one day. From that very second, he couldn't get the image of her shocked, frightened, bruised face out of his mind. So he came back later to find out what her story was. With some help from his best mate, Louis Tomlinson, he started getting to know her at night, and making plans to set her free, and hopefully help her to live a better life. And he gave her one. Lots of love, "bow chica wow wow", friendship and testing of loyalties, family, adventure, drama, passion, intense suspense....give it a chance and you'll be glad you did, I think! Harry Styles is the main character, and it's an AU story. Louis Tomlinson is the third main character behind the girl love interest, but he really starts to take over the story starting in the middle or so, so...wait for it......! ;) ***I am only using Harry and Louis's physical features! Nothing else about them!*** *Ma.ture (for age 18+) *Some po.t smo.king and drinking *Fo.r.ced inter.course and an incidence of ra.pe *Vio.lence This story is deep, romantic, and loving, but with quite a bit of sm.ut mixed in, because...why not?

Silence by itstilliswhatitis

@RANDOM28lol contacted me with a story idea where they asked if they could write the poems in the story. I didn't feel like I could write the story they wanted me to but I asked them to send me one of the poems. The poem inspired me. ❤ So I suggested another concept of the story and they agreed. All the poems in the story are written by the talented @RANDOM28lol. Harry has lost his voice. He has been mute for years. Ever since his family was brutally murdered in their home. He suffers from PTSD and survivor's guilt. Thinking that not allowing himself to talk somehow honor the death of his family. It's a lonely life. He has no one to talk to. Doctors and therapists have given up on him. He writes poems as a way to express how he feels. He also writes at work. Running the gossip section of The Sun is something he despises but he's a journalist and he needs a job. No one tries to talk to him at work either. It's his own fault. But he hates how they go silent and then whisper about him as he enters the newsroom in the mornings. He keeps to himself. Until the new sports journalist catches his eye. Beautiful. Blue eyes. Wonderful smile. To his surprise, the man knows sign language and he's also determined to talk to him. Life as he knows it changes. It's scary. Will he be able to actually overcome his trauma? Be something more than a bystander of his own life? Warnings: Trauma, death.

Survive [Larry Stylinson] by zeldadirection

"Louis. You're my guardian angel. You saved my life." I say shakily. My voice is unstable and I can't even recognize it anymore. I squeeze his soft warm hand. His eyes scan every inch of my face before gently pushing my curls back. He shakes his head blankly. Unable to pull his stare away from my lips. "No Harry." He says. "You saved mine." ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° ° After the sudden death of Harrys sister, Gemma, he finds himself on the top of a building in New York. Him, his mom and his horrible stepdad had lived there for the past year. The torture of his depression and recent loss caused Harry to run away from home. His plan was to commit suicide, but as he was standing on the edge of the rooftop a blue eyed guy rescued him. Louis Tomlinson. Harry then refused to return home so Louis offered him shelter. Let's just say that it sure doesn't take long for Harry to fall in love with this stranger that he's now sharing an apartment with. How would Harry have known that this boy would not only save his life, but change it forever? ~All you need to do is survive~

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Wish I Was Home by sweetbabylove1991

"I can't keep doing this," he said as he stopped and glanced back at me. "You can't keep running either," I said loudly. That made him turn and face me fully. "Me? I'm the one always running? What about you? You've ran how many times in the past? You've let everyone else control our relationship. Everyone but me!" "You told me to leave you alone," I yelled. "You said you didn't want any of this anymore. You left the fucking country! You went and never even considered what that would do to me!" "I lied too Louis! You hurt me and I wanted to hurt you back!" he yelled. "Maybe a friendship is out of the question. Our relationship is beyond repair. All we do is lie to each other." He turned to walk out again and he opened the door. I rushed to him and reached for his arm. "Harry don't go please." I had never stopped him from leaving before. This time my heart wouldn't let me let him go. "You said you cared and you missed me too." I spoke in a low voice and used his own words against him. A low thing to do but I needed him to understand how much I was hurting. Note: this is a story of pure fiction. If Harry and Louis are not be together in real life then, we as a fandom, have created a beautiful and tragic love story! I hope you enjoy my work. I put my heart in it. If you're not a Larry shipper don't read this. If you are then I hope you enjoy!!!

ON THE RADIO (MPREG) by NotReadyToPlayNice

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Careless Whisper by Darling28__

Both fell hard. It's THIS kind of love. The romantic one you just know of books and movies. But here it was in real life. Harry and Louis. Louis and Harry. That was it. On the 28th of September. But what when it all falls apart? When you sit there with the pieces of your broken heart and don't know how you're ever going to mend it? ꨄ We could have been so good together We could have lived this dance forever But now, who's gonna dance with me? Please stay (Careless Whisper - George Michael) ____________________________________ TW: in the later chapters selfharm is described, I've always put a warning at the beginning. Please stay safe. Jay's death is also mentioned. I'm actually not a fan of it myself out of respect that it's bitter reality. But it was important for me to bring this into the story to make it clear how much Louis suffered over the years. But I don't want to reveal too much and wish you a lot of fun on the journey through a few years with our favourite couple. (A big thank you to my wonderful Alisa <3)

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I Miss you (H.S Vampire)

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