Freeing My Troubled Soul
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Last published Fri, Aug 25, 2017
All Jessica wanted in life was to be restored and feel new again. You know the way a new born child comes into this world so innocent and pure. You know the way the mind is still in formation, and the heart knows no pain, or hatred. You know the way a person has no story to tell because they haven't lived yet. Jessica wakes up at night with her past hunting her the anger, the confusion, the abuse, the ungodly thoughts, the feeling of needing to be wanted, and the addictions. So many mistakes she has made that she now regrets. She's looking for love , but she has to much baggage. Jessica knows once a man finds out her secrets , he will never look her way again. Is she the type of women she would want her son to find love within in the future? Is this the type of women her grandmother would be proud of ? She begins to question her self and realized it's time to come clean and be set free of this troubled soul. Jessica is about to take you on a ride for your life, but remember thou shall not JUDGE.
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