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"Maybe one day you'll realize how much you mean to me."
One day she had it all. The best friend. The unforgettable memories. The soccer talent. The naive life.
But that changed when she went to high school.
Enter Leia Meadows. She isn't the brightest girl in school, but that doesn't stop her from pushing herself. She thought freshman year was going to be a blast, with her sophomore friend Annaleigh Rushman by her side.
As luck would have it, Leia came into high school without a single friend, Annie having moved on to bigger and better things.
But just when she thinks it could get worse, she bumps into Chris "Richie" Richards, a sophomore who just so happens to be one of the most popular kids in school.
Cue romantic music.
Yup, as cliche as it sounds, Leia falls head over heels in love with Richie, feeling the impulse to write him letters.
Despite the trouble she's heading into, she believes that maybe, just maybe, he could be the solution to all of her problems.
But, oh, just when Leia thinks she has him, he gets a date.
And that's not even the best part. (Note the sarcasm).
After a whole year, she thought she had it all under control.
She was badly mistaken.
Enter...all of the cruel bullies and helpless bystanders.
Poor, naive Leia has to go through the next three years being terribly teased, beaten, and harassed by other kids in school.
Will she ever make it through high school alive?
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I'd like to note that this may sound cheesy, and I'm sorry if so. But, please, don't let that stop you from reading.
This story is for all those who have ever been bullied, whether it was verbal, physical, cyber, or what have you. I hope you enjoy this book and are able to connect with Leia as a character.
Madeline found the note in her locker. Neatly folded, it held a pair of razor blades and a set of instructions. "Just die, ugly girl. No one will miss you."
She doesn't know who gave it to her. Or any of the others before it. But she knows one thing: they're right. No one will miss her. Her mother is dead, her dad is more a theory than a parental figure, and her friends are the stick figures she draws in her notebooks.
So, when someone she barely knows invites her to the school graduation party, there's no reason for her to go. A girl like her at a party like that? Eating a bowl of live spiders would be a better idea.
And yet, she accepts. She goes.
She doesn't know what she expects to find there. She doesn't even know why she said yes. Out of desperation? Because she thinks she'll somehow make friends? Prove, somehow, that the razor note is wrong?
Whatever her reasons, what she finds is a surprise. And not the one she wants.
She's given one more note. And what's written inside this one will make her face the truth she's been hiding from for seven years. And the truth about Madeline Parker will either fix her, and finally make her worthy of being loved, or it will prove that the note with the razors is right.
Or both.
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Complete and professionally edited. Also on sale (www.lifelostandfound.com) where 150% of all sales go to charity, including the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention.
Dedicated to all of us who need a reason to keep going. Especially now.
I hope it makes you laugh. And I hope it helps you realize you're not alone.
(Warning -- Do not read this book if you: look amazing all or most of the time, never worry about what people think of you, have more friends than Estonia has people, or are allergic to the word "shenanigans". Especially that last one, because it's used once or twice and you may experience a reaction. Also, you should probably see a doctor about that. Secondary warning: the word "shenanigans" is used in this warning.)