Diary of an Anorexic Nobody
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Last published Mon, Sep 30, 2019
After that kind of opening, you probably want some sort of explination. You see, I'm a suicidal teen, and this is going to be my plan notebook. both for organizing my thought and communicating after death. Officially I have stared writing this on September 17th, 2015 at 8:12 pm. I don't quite know when I'll kill myself, but hopefully it's soon. I just can't live anymore.
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