Notice me Senpei

I cant feel anything. For as long as i can remember, I've never been able to feel emotions. I pretend to be normal when I'm around other people, but on the inside, i feel nothing. Its not as bad as it may sound. I know that I'm broken, but i don't care. This is normal to me. But everything changed when i meat him...my Senpei. For the first time i felt something. A strong desire. A longing. A yearning. A craving. Now i finally understand what it means to be human..To be alive. I'm addicted to the way he makes me feel. I don't care about anything else. He is everything to me! And know, someone is trying to take him from me! She want him, but not in the same way i want him. She could never appreciate him the way i do. She doesn't deserve him. He belongs to me alone. She has taught me a new emotion...RAGE! I want to stop her. I want to hurt her....I want to her kill .