Phan - Keeping It A Secret
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Last published Tue, Jul 23, 2013
Dan Howell is socially awkward. He doesn't like interacting with other people. His friend PJ invites him to a party where he meets Phil Lester. Phil quickly becomes his best friend, but then it turns into something else. They don't want their friends to know about them, in case it changes how everyone reacts to them. They want to show their love in public but can't. They find a park and spend quite a lot of time there. It's their special place, where only they go. PJ wants to spend more time with his friends so he follows them to the park, and almost catches them. Dan and Phil need to find somewhere else but find it hard to stay away from the park, where they shared their first kiss. Does PJ know about them already or can they think of a cover up story before he tells the others?
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