He gulps and tries to look away but can’t. My eyes can be like flames in your head if I want them to, I think that was another side effect. That’s what I get for being the first one. I doubt the others have these issues, though I don’t think their lucky. I wouldn’t give up this secret for anything though sometimes I gotta wonder. What would my life have turned out like if my mom didn't put me in the experiment? Would I still have this job? Or be a normal teenage girl? Would my life be surrounded by death and hurt? Or love and serenity? Would I trade my life for what everyone so calls happiness? Of course not, my life is perfect the way it is.