Curious

I feel something deep inside of me begin to shift to resolution.

"I can't let you do that." I say, he gives me a familiar look. That same look that's made me doubt everything I've done. It's a lie. He is lying. He doesn't want to help, he can't help. I find myself staring down down the pits of the ledge, to the black water below us.

"How would it feel to plummet down?" I say out loud, at first, I regret my choice, but then I accept it.
That's the way life goes. You make a choice, and you can't change it. Life is what it is.
Tyler grabs my hand, "Are. You..." He says carefully, as if he just stepped on thin ice, and I was about to fall. I remain silent, I can't express to him these emotions. I can't warn him. He is simply going to have to face reality.
"Don't... you can fix this....You have so much to live for."

Oh, Tyler, you naive boy. From the day we met, you should have realized that I'm not the type of damsel that you can save. You can't save everyone. You can't even save yourself.