A penny for my thoughts

The truth is..so much can set me off. Just make me break. I've been through a lot and I'm done. One stupid little thing. It can just cause World War III in my mind. It sucks knowing this but also knowing you can't do anything to make it better. I know there's people who have it worse then me but what can I say..? It's my life. I've always thought that love is out there. That thinking about love will help me. And talking to god not like praying but talking at times of need he will be there. But lately I'm lost. This is not a love story. This is my life.