Love vs. pain

"Why do you do it ," I ask her looking up at her eyes.
"It helps with the pain and it reminds me that I'm nothing and I never will be," she says pulling down her sleeve so I couldn't see the cuts.
"But you are something to me ,you're everything to me," I say looking at her eyes
"Let me take you away make you happy-save you," I beg my love not wanting to see the pain.
"You can't save me no one can, " my beloved said to me tears streaming down her face.
"Please let me save you," I said brushing away the tears.
"I take that back maybe you can save me , but I don't want to be saved," she said turning around and running away.
"But I love you," I whisper tears now streaming down my face. I will save her. She is my beloved. She is my everything.