mental suicide

Don't you just hate when your expected to do the extraordinary. Like get straight A's, never mess up, or be nervous. The list goes on and on. Everyone just wants you to be perfect. But really what is perfect, or perfection. And that's the thing, we all have different minds and ways of looking at things. There is no such thing, no such thing as perfection. And even if there were who would want to be perfect, sometimes it's best to be different or "unperfect" as some say. And you want to know why?
Well let me tell you:
If we all were perfect, the same, we would get sick of it. Striving not to be the same, but original, extraordinary at the least. Perfect is boring.
But no one listens....no one.

Astrid. She wonders this all the time. Her parents and family always expect her to be the best of the best, the top at everything she does. She can't even walk in a squiggly line with out someone on her back. She hates this so much. She can't be herself, or do what she wants. And her parents, oh god. They are the worst, most uptight people you could meet. Everything has to be set to perfection. Especially Astrid. From clothes, to food, and grades to appearance.

But no one know how insane its driving her. Astrid is going mental, but I mean who wouldn't. Like damn can she get a break. But fuck how she feels right? Oops I forgot, she doesn't even have control over her own thoughts. Her parents and her demons rule her.....

Forever and always?
Or so we thought.