46 Reasons To Live

I took a deep breath, Closed my eyes and clicked the record button on my camera "Why hello there internet! My name is Morgan, I am 16 and Ive never really had the guts to make a youtube video until now... Well anxiety is a bitch, Lets get started!! " I spoke in the most confident voice Ive ever used. "So Ive been on youtube since funny cat videos were still a thing! what was that like 6 years or so, i don't even know." I slouched forward and put my hands over my face. "I'm not to great at this am I..." i mumbled. "So lets just get on with this video, i bet everyone clicked off the video by now... Well i like bands" as i gesture to my wall of posters. My wall is covered in posters of different bands like Bring Me The Horizon, Of Mice & Men, Pierce The Veil, Marianas Trench, Ghost Town, All Time Low, My Chemical Romance and Tonight Alive. I could go on but no one has the time to listen to the list of all the bands I like. "My parents have been divorced since i was 14. At school i was that funny girl that's always smiling... but nobody liked me, so my safe place was the internet... I made so many great friends! like azalia and colleen... they kept me strong threw my depression, I love those motherfuckers" I gave a smirk to my friends