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Barely alive

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Parts 40
Time 1h 32m

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Sometimes do you just want to escape? Run from everything you hold dear to you. For me that isn't an option. I'm trapped inside my own prison. My own mind...my own story. But hey it could be worse. So enough dawdling let's get this party started...All Rights Reserved

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