Senseless
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Last published Mon, Apr 18, 2016
Everyday I do the same thing. I wake up, wash my face, brush my teeth, do my makeup, go to school, hang out with friends.
Most people however, don't take 7 pills with every meal. They don't struggle to remember their own name. They don't see people that aren't really there. They don't wish death upon themselves. They don't hide the biggest part of there lives from everyone. But I do.
If they know, they'll think i'm a freak. and I am. No one can love a freak.
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