Blinded By A Chemical Romance
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Publikasi terakhir Kam, Jan 11, 2018
It hurts. This is the slow freezing moment under the waves, where your lungs burn with desire but your heart aches for death. Then comes the break and the air is back, you can swim, and you can see. It took so long but...I feel through pain and loss the reality: toxicity. I could have drowned and you tricked me into jumping. I tried to save us by offering my self for you, but when I jumped you walked away. I am afraid to look at your face, realizing you wished I would have just drowned that day. I hurt you, and you left to my addictions dissmay. This is about knowing when to go and when to stay.
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