Don't Stop Now... // Phan
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Phil is a pain in the ass and bullies Dan daily, Dan is a sarcastic twat and lets himself get brutally beaten every day.
But ever since the... Thing... Everything has been different. In a good way? I'm not sure yet. All I know is these days are just going to get harder and more interesting, and it isn't stopping any time soon.
V shit name and there are lots of triggers. I'm not going to say specifically as it may ruin the story but there is lots of homophobic slurs and blood. Possibly some smut (but with who? read to find out...) triggers will be put before chapters, and I would put them before the event but there is a fuck load of depression and the things that come with it (you know what I mean)
Stay safe because as much as I never believed it at the time, it will get better. I hated when people said that, and then said they knew what they were talking about (if I was saying this to myself I'd be pissing myself off) but it will. I can't believe I said that I'm a hypocrite lmao bye.
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