my life story X I

Ok, My life is like a book. I mean not a book u would want to read. But of course I'm going to write about it. Im a mess, I look back on my life n I think to my self if i could of changed one thing, could it may have been better. Would I not have losed the ppl I loved, or cared about. Could I have changed the past, or made even the future. I have lost many ppl from what I did, or i may have just blamed my self bc i was there. So I'm going to stop babbling n just tell u my story, I'm going to start where it all started the beginning.......